New Year - another day forward

To continue human life it's inevitable that we are constantly learning. The expectation is that we sometimes fail in the pursuit of success. We should expect that, however most of us have a hard time being ok with that. Failure is hard to swallow. Success is all of our desire. Each of our definition of success is different. 

In 2014, we moved to a place with out internet. I set aside my dream to be a designer to build a home for my family. While the few design projects I did complete, the few photo sessions I did make me happy, overall the year feels like I took a step backward in reaching what I love. 

My momentary distraction will not be the end. In the end I hope to accomplish many things. I'm seeking to find myself. The person who is not scatter brained. I'm seeking to focus on dreams and be a tiger who attacks every one of them. 

I can't say my "New Years resolution" is anything. I won't do that. My life resolution is to keep moving forward. To maintain better contact with my friends and family. To be the mother I see in my head, not the one that comes out when I'm far too busy and stressed. To continue to see my house become the home I see in my head. To eat healthier just to take care of my body. To work hard and making things happen. To have an art filled life. To create and create and create. To expand my knowledge and keep on doing what I love. If I could begin these things in 2015 I don't know how long but I could be well on my way to success. 

These words can become my actions. These words could help define my success. 

My wish for you is health and happiness in 2015 and into the rest of your future.